… The more it becomes apparent that women seem to treat men like cattle. Like nothing more than something to do when bored.
Either they go for a douche-bag or someone who isn’t interested (or generally a challenge to “get”), or lead guys on just for the fun of it. I know not all women are like this, but most that i know are, and it sickens me.
You know what sickens me even more, though? The fact that even though i know this, and even though i find it appalling; i still take part in the chase, i still grasp any opportunity to be with a woman i am interested in or lust after, even if i know its futile.
After all, what am i if not a man? A single-minded beast that will follow any trail of breadcrumbs laid in front of me. I loath myself for it, yet i crave it like the air i breath.